사랑해 영원히...

Today an unexpected thought crossed my mind... i was going to 'ta pau' rice for mum and brothers, so i went to the duck rice seller and said, "Uncle, three packets of duck rice."... but then the uncle surprised me by saying, "Why you call me uncle? I'm not married."... i was stunned... my first thought was to reply, "Then why are you working so hard for?", but i kept my mouth shut and merely smiled...

Then the thought hit me... this guy has no family, probably he still has his parents but no other extra 'baggage'... why does he still have to get up every morning, prepare his stuff and sell duck rice for the whole day?? he only needs to feed himself, and probably only his mother, so why bother all the work?? then that is when i realized that all that i am doing now, even if i am not working as hard as i should, i don't think that i will be working like i am if i do not have my family to think about...

I do not think that there will be a reason to be the best if there is no one to share it with you... i mean, what is the point of sweating it out everyday and earning a lot of money but every night, you come back to an empty house, eating dinner all by yourself and sleeping alone in a king sized bed??

I think that i gain strength from my family... without them, i wouldn't be the person i am now... i want them to be proud of me, to show me off to their friends and also to be able to rely on me... therefore, with the strength that they supply, i am going to work harder... it has been a hectic week and going to be another... finals is drawing near... i shall stay strong...
Oh, last thing... a shout out to my FAMILY MEMBERS...

I LOVE YOU!!!

P.S. An update for everyone...
I cut my HAIR... hehe...