The Epitome of Betrayal

An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth... is this how the world is supposed to be?? is betrayal supposed to be repaid with betrayal?? i believe that what goes around comes around... but to play the role of Destiny yourself, isn't it too much?? i can't understand the language you speak, but that's alright... i have heard enough... it is settled then... Jay's not coming back... but rather than letting him go like you did, i will never forget...

The only outcome of this whole ordeal is that now i can see what a truly beautiful person Jay is... that 'personal mistake', i don't believe it... after my anger passed, i am actually relieved... relieved that Jay is no longer affiliated with that company and he is doing what he likes most... i sincerely hope he is happy and is able to move on to greater heights...

Jay has really inspired me... he made me realize, or recall what i truly want to be... i do not wish to be a famous architect, or a person who can influence the whole world... i just want to be a filial daughter, a protective sister, a loyal friend, a diligent student and a whole person... like Jay, i want to be able to make money for my mum to go shopping, a person who is able to keep all the pain inside so that the people around me do not have to worry about me, someone who would offer food to other people even though they themselves are really hungry and a person who respect those who are usually ignored by others...

If Jay can do it, so can i... this shall be my resolution, not for this year, but for the rest of my life... as long as Jay still lives in fan's hearts, i shall strive to be like him... this few weeks will be my initial test... on the verge of breaking down (more like blowing up), i shall see how strong my will is... i promise, i won't let you down... yet...

JAY, I'LL NEVER FORGET...

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