At first i thought that it doesn't matter if the rest of the world do not like our ideas or project... it doesn't matter as long as we are proud of ourselves, for achieving what we thought was the best we could do... we only have to answer to ourselves and no one else... but the truth is, even if you do not expect recognition, your competitors will expect that you want it too...
But having Recognition taken away is different... tonight i felt that kind of feeling... the feeling of having something which is rightfully yours being taken away... yes... "pat zi ze pat zui"... but still... the feeling of not knowing... is also hard to bear... but, what the heck... i don't know what to feel or do... haih... some people really have thick skin... in this situation, i blame myself for not having thicker skin...
Hmmm... COURAGE... another quality i have to work on then... the courage to confront people... the courage to be humiliated... the courage to stand my ground even if everyone says i'm wrong...
To the people who have given up fighting because of what i have said, i'm sorry... it is me who did not have the courage to stand up and fight for what we thought was right... i persuaded you guys into believing that we were wrong and others were right... next time, we are going to fight till the end... and even if we lose, we lose with our heads held high, satisfied with the war we lost...
Well, it's better to fight the war and lose than to never fight at all... another lesson learned...
~Jay, What Time Is It Now??~Time stopped at 1:59PM
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