This LOVE SONG~~

Love hurts. Full Stop. The more sincere, honest you are, the harder you fall, the more it hurts… honestly, it really is easier to forgive than to forget… it’s amazing how even the happy times spent together can be forgotten so easily… but the arguments, the quarrels and betrayals can be forgiven through time, but never forgotten… although time has brought us down different roads, there still are times when I look back to the moment we stood at the forked road, contemplating which to take, and also further back when we walked down the road together…

I was selfish, I changed and no longer enjoyed walking down that road… soon, the walk became a hike, the hike became a climb till a point where my tired self couldn’t take it any longer… no one can believe how grateful I was when a forked road appeared at that very moment… that was my chance… to get away from something I was tired of, and maybe, just maybe, become a happier me…

Separation, at first, was daunting… many a time did I think of turning back and return to what it was before… but I did not… because, going in separate ways, I was doing it for ME… so that I won’t be dependent on anyone, to truly be who I am, I need to continue this journey alone… soon, the memories of yesterdays were filled with new experiences of today… although it was hard to start over, I always had help from passersby… acquaintances who would walk awhile with me on this road when it gets dark or lonely…

Today, I’m proud to be myself… ever since that forked road, I learned to love myself and others that truly matter… it was like breathing your first breath of air after a long, long, long dive… I felt refreshed, reborned in a certain way… while memories of the past get further and further away, I have no regrets… because now, am living the life that I want and being who I am… yeah~~ the biggest regrets in life are the risks one did not take… well, I am proud and happy to say that I have taken risks and LOVING the ending that came from of them…

LOVE MYSELF TO BITS!!!