Do You Hate Yourself??

Today is the day dat i really got the shock out of my life... somthing dat i did not expect 2 happen did... maybe it's nothing to many people... but to me... it is SOMETHING... i juz never felt like diz before in my whole life... confused, bothered, shocked... haih... let's juz say i dun relly enjoy being hated... no one noes myself better than i... i noe i can be really sarcastic n starght forward most of the time... but i really din mean to hurt anybody... n honestly, i am really scared of hurting sumbody's feelings... everyday i try to give in to everybody, if i can... n usually i am very sure dat i did not harm anyone... it has been my daily routine for years... i dun mind... but it's really hard for me to know dat after all dat u've done to make other people happy... sumone says dat he or she don't like you... i noe i'm not the easiest person to live with... but i try my best... i really did... arghh... it's juz so frustrating... haih... i think i'll end here now... juz thinking of it makes my head spin... nvm... it's over... if sumone doesn't like me... it's their problem... not mine... i'm really sorry... but i really cannot think of any reason to hate myself too... i LOVE myself too much... i juz luv the way i am now... only time can change me... other than dat... i dunno... let time be the answer...