My Life Now

Ah... 2 months have passed... and i'm still sleeping... it's juat going too fast... first it was january... den february... den march... n april... n it goes on till november... when my mind crashes... n my soul crushed... but for now... it's one heck of a lifestyle... school-eat-tuition-homework-tv-sleep... it just goes on like dat every single day... without fail... so glad holidays are coming... even if it's just one week... i need time to regenerae n recupperate... feel like fainting... but not enough stress to faint... hate things like diz... not on the right nor left... just caught in the middle... it's so very frustrating... haven't been doing wat i like best... reading... i even got banned fron reading last year... i haven't touched a book this year... (well, actually i have - when i do my duty in the library)... sad isn't it... well... but i think i'm ok... some people r worse than me... i noe... but still... couldn't help not complaining... just to relieve my stress n anger... huh?? wat anger... sorry... but as far as i noe... anger was never in my dictionary... ermm... maybe once or twice... but it gets wiped away very fast... i think...